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ok people. since im always working and i no longer have the internet at home, my only internet time is at work. this means i cant log into myspace or some other stuff so im an now going to start using my email.
it's love_ashie_d@yahoo.com
so you can all email me and ill save you or leave you address and ill email you.
P.S. i might have already sent you one if i have you address already so go check it
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| O MAN- LOOK WHOS ON LIVEJOURNAL... |
[05 Nov 2005|01:56pm] |
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SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN- FALL OUT BOYS |
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HAHAHAH I REALLY NEVER GET ON HERE ANYMORE BUT SINCE IM AT WORK AND THIS IS THE ONLY SITE I'VE MANAGED TO GET INTO IM THINKING I NEED TO GET BACK ON HERE AGAIN. HAHHAH OK OK SO IM SOOOOO HAPPY. SUPRISE SUPROSE HUH? IM AT A POINT WHERE IM JUST THANKFUL THAT IT NEVER WORKED OUT WITH ANY OF THOSE ASSHOLES IN MY PAST BECAUSE THEN I WOULDNT BE WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW. I FINALLY READY TO LET THEM ALL GO AND MOVE ON- I FINALLY WANT TO. :) HE'S MADE ME WANT TO- I LOVE HOW HE MAKES ME SMILE AND LAUGH- IM JUST SO HAPPY. EVERYTHING IS GOING PERFECTLY- SO CONGRATULATE ME!!!!
I MISS YOU ALL!!!!
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| ahaha it's ok i'm not dead |
[25 Jul 2005|08:01pm] |
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damn i never post on this thing anymore- the myspace has gotten to me. lol
well i got my job and now i'm a working girl. woooo wooo things are crazy and of course everything is confussing but thats how life works right?
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[13 Apr 2005|04:42pm] |
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ehhh i want to go to prom!!!! i have someone i wanna ask but im scared.... god im such a chicken... im trying to think of a way to do it but all i manage to image is him saying no or that he's not going. hmmm yup, then i'll look like an ass for sure. i usually pride myself as not really caring what people think but in this case i cant seem to help my self... damn crushes, they always manage to get confusing
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| fnrilfbihre fhbuiv djvfdbuyqgbjkv uijchzguies ... my thoughts are going a mile a minute |
[09 Apr 2005|10:37pm] |
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ok i sewriously have problems... i am so f'en hyper. i dont know why. chad and cass took me to go get ice cream and i lost it. i was like dancing and singing.... yelling out to random guys on the road. we were laughing so hard i couldnt catch my breath. wow good times. i missed the bomb fire (therefore i did not get to meet the guy my sis and eric are setting me up with) it's fine with me though because im happy with my own little crush. he's so damn cute.. not my usual type. funny in a quiet way, confident but not cocky, and extremly sweet. o my im rambling... but i cant stop smiling =P
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[07 Apr 2005|09:07pm] |
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crushes are great in the begining... i love it
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| it's FEB!!!!! |
[10 Feb 2005|10:51pm] |
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it's FEB!!!! woooo wooo.... well total mixed feelings on that one. i love and hate this month all at the same time. but my b-day is on the 28th and you all better not forget!!! i expect a happy b-day at the very least. but um, nxt week is 4 years exactly.... but i won't go there or ill cry. =) sooooo, this is me changing the subject, valentines day.... wow don't we all just love that holiday. i think it might just be the one day out of the year that i could do completely without. dont get me wrong, i have no prob with the icky love stuff- in fact i love the cute stuff, but it's FAKE! even i kno that one. i've decided to go on a casual dating spree, b.f.'s are just too much work and not dating is too boring- so this is pretty much my alternative. okie okie, i'll update you some since i never use thia thing anymore... my life consists of class, home, class, baby, class .... not really in that order but yea. school is getting busy, i have a SAT class on saturdays, and im preparing for college and finding a way to take moe moe with me. hmmm i think that pretty much sums it up... oh yea, did i mention that i love cass and her totally awesome boyfriend chad, they keep me sane and rescue me and the best times- not to mention the bring me boba! are they angels or what!??!
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[09 Dec 2004|08:12pm] |
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Hi its me again ... updating for ash. Well on Tuesday some major drama went down. Some stupid bitch Amanda and her friends come up and talk shit to Amber. So Jerica defends Amber.. then one of Amanda;s friends.. i think her name is Ariceli says something to jerica and pushes her... and Jerican pushes back. Then she grabs jerica's hair... and some other girl comes up and grabs the hair on the other side of jerica's head.. Thats when Ash got there. So jerica and that girl are going at it... So Amber pulls people of jerica. THen people start grabbing Ambers hair... So Ash starts pulling people off Amber. Finally, Ash and Amber get to Jerica... and by now the whole school is watching and yelling. Ash pulls Jerica up and pushes her awa so security cant get her... but she cant get through... so she has some football players push guys outta the way and they made a path... and right when Ash pushed Jerica outta the mob Security grabs her... So Jerica pushes Ash back behind the football guys so she doenst get caught too. Amber and Jerica both got caught and so did Ariceli... but Amanda and her bitch friends didnt. Jerica got 3 days suspension and a sitation. Amber got 3 days in house suspention because she wanst actually fighting. All around a good fun time. That started a whole lot more drama.. but i dont know if im allowed to post that... so imma ask Ash tmorrow and then post all that... She says Hi to all of you and sends her love
Oh... And Flynn is planning to move to Boston.. So we are both sad... more her than me tho...
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[25 Nov 2004|06:27am] |
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Ok so Ash has no internet and asked me to update for her ( its me cassidy btw) She is dooing good. Umm so yea lets start with her guy drama.. there are 2 danny's. Danny B. ... who we used to call rainbow boy.. he was kind of a dork in middle school.. then he came back to our school last year.. and had gotten really really really cute. Like gt really tall and lost all his baby fat now he has nice blonde hair muscles and dressed really really cute... and ur like .. wtf who is he.. then u find out and u are so so so shocked becausee its like iicky yuck catiipiller turned int a really good lookinig butterfly... its fun. They hung out with some frineds once.. the day she got her pusre stolen i think.. and he was really nice and sweet and blah blah blah.. so she tells me and a few others that she thinks he is cute.. well i guess one of them told him and i dont think they have talked since.. And now Ash says hes cuteness level dropped... i thought that happened when he opeened his mouth because he is kind of an ass.. but eh what can u do. Next there is the other dDanny.. tall mexican cute guy.. a total goof ball.. Ash is always laughing at him. I dont know what their deal is or how things are egoing with that but she flirts and he seems to flit back.. but he is kind of a flirt so i dunno... Also Ashie has a guy that likes her.. that she will never date.. and i dont think i would let her. His name is Ruben and he is kinda friends with my Boyfriend.. he is the guy that just invites himself everywhere and kills all the jokes by ging on and on.. he is nice... he just tries to hard... well like 2 weeks ago i caught him stariing at her ass.. and ever since then he has been doing it alot apparently.. Ruben Ashlen and my BF are in the same math class.. and chad (my bf) catches Ruben doing it all the time. Ewwww. Then lik 2 days ago he told chad he likes her.. and chad told me...lol i think i told Ash but im not sure...oops
Ash is doing good in school... I think that honors english and chem re her hardest classes and from what i know they are going great. Her baby brother is staying with her. He is the cutest baby ive ever seen! Ash should be getting a cell phone again soon.. hers was stolen.... or dropped outta her back pack.. somethign like that.. sos yea she iis good and says hi and sends her love
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| it's ok! im NOT dead |
[25 Sep 2004|01:19pm] |
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it feels so wierd to actually be updating. blame it on my sis, shes the reason the internet got disconnected. man o man so much has happend, but i wont bore you with the details. so much to look forward to and so much to dread. yikes- this is definitely gonna be an interesting year. tuesdays late start! im excited. Burbie!!! he'll make me feel better. one of the last guys that i trust. i've completely sworn off guys or at least until the next really sweet one comes around. major problem to think about, those who know me well know whats going down at the moment... my options are not in la mirada! im a la mirada kid now, theres no changing it, but im starting to worry, i might have to leave for the rest of the year , until i can get a lic and car to go back and forth! i dont know what i'll do w/ out all you guys around-
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BOMB FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woo woo .... it's gonna be the best, your all invited =) call my cell if you wanna go
the whole gang together, finally.
this time it's gonna work, i swear! last minute i know, but deal with it.
5 p.m @ hunington *muah*
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| BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[20 Jun 2004|11:19pm] |
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wow, where to start, hmmm .... i trusted you, well WE trusted you. big mistake there thats for sure. i seriously never thought it would turn out thst way, but whatever. this shit is old. your sick, and i can honestly say i'm over our friendship. you were like an extended part of my family. you can kiss my ass. you used to sit here with me and we'de share our secrets and it's turns out your a snake. nice- well you know what they say, people change in highschool and you find your true friends for sure. well i found out who mine arent. you can make up you lame ass excuses and say it was all him but it takes two, and you should have never been in that situation in the first place. you know who you are and i wont name names.... on second thought.... stay away from me jerica, you a back stabber and we're all better off away from you. later, dont come near me again.
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| VICTORY DANCE!!!! |
[26 May 2004|08:57pm] |
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hell yea! we got our victory dance down! la mirada will be known for their victory dancing chicks =). im playing a sport again all! be happy for me, i have yet to hurt knee! volley ball practice has got me sore, but in a good way. im having fun again and stressing over school but all is good! this was a good choice to make- im glad i decidede to do this=) things are working out and school is almost over- hell yea.if i can get through finals, disneyland, and three more weeks of henry i will be free!
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[16 May 2004|07:43pm] |
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the carnival was so much fun. la mirada festival once a year and everyone goes, its tradition. star and i went, we met up w/ nicole, sara, alyssa, sam, nicoles new boy friend, and a couple other guys that i cant remember anymore. i almost died on the zipper, the danm door kept rattling, my whole life flashed before my eyes!!!!! sean's band played, they were so cute up there singing, the ass tried to get me to go sing 187 w/ him (jerk face i dont sing) . they did some cover songs and a few of there own.... overall it was a fun night. wish i couldve gotten there earlier (and taken erica w/ me) but it didnt work out. maybe nxt time
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| "if you really love someone let them go and if they come back its meant to be" |
[12 May 2004|10:33pm] |
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im letting go but im not sure if you'll be back
once again im all confused and i owe it all to you, thanks so much
damn you keep me on my toes just when i think i've got you in your own little category you go and do something to completely throw me off
***im annoyed- even if i cant get this stupid smile off my face****
P.S! i got an invite ( victory dance ) o o o whos cool...
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| *oppppps* sorry pappy..... |
[02 May 2004|08:19pm] |
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omg jesse's gonna murder me!!!!
remember to bring white roses to my funeral, no crying pleeese, and lets only remember the good things about me cuz if you talk sh*t im gonnna haunt your a$$
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| i cant think about it today.... i'll think about it tomorrow |
[26 Apr 2004|08:26pm] |
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long time coming- oliver james |
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not really a point in updating,
things are going to hell in a handbasket,
& theres no stoping them so i'm not even going to try,
i dont like being this depressing, so i'll say sorry now for bitching,
i've shut off all thoughts that hurt or irritate, no point in thinking about it
so im just gonna go to sleep- night
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i've been to school once this week- but really who complaining? my nana leaves outta town this weekend- thank god, looks like i get a break. so i get to go back to school *yucky* i have a test i havent studied for and a 50 point outline due.... im gonna talk my way out of the test and i'll do the outline this weekend and have jim slip it in the pile for me. =) challenge? i think not.... its funny how im so good at getting out of tight situations. (this is not me being conceited but me being convinced) now if only i could find a way to make a living out of it life would be good. its just so much fun! one of these days im gonna get myself into a problem i cant get out of... nah!
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ok just for the record, i happend to think im a fairly nice person- i have no real enemies, im pretty much nice to everyone, i choose to look at the brighter side of things and always find someway to laugh at the bad stuff, so maybe at times i laugh to cover up the real problem, but its my way of dealing with things... so why? i dont understand why bad things happen to people who are trying to be good? why does he do it everytime... he doesnt see the kids offten but every time he does he starts a scene. and i try to convince her that hes just an immature bastard who gets a kick out of abusing women and small children because it boost his confidence level, but of course she never listens... her own family is out to get her, or so she thinks. so each and every time she ends up choosing him over us, always and it never changes. im beginning to wonder if it ever will? no matter what he does to her, or us, or the kids, she accepts it- forgives him and acts like nothing happend. the hole in the wall can always be covered up with a picture, a bruise can be hidden, a broken glass forgotten.... but what happends when my brothers and sisters ask at night why we dont all live together anymore, or how come they dont see thier own parents. no matter what i do i cant get away from it, i left but i always knew the kids and star stood behind so i would go back, finally they couldnt stay their either so they left but then i was leaving my mother alone so i went back, i realized that she can handle herself but then she had tuta, now how can i just walk away and leave him? i cant- thats the problem... i cried when they took him from me today, im so scared because i dont know her and the baby are, that i dont sleep anymore. if only she was just grow up- get evrything together, but she cant, not until she sees what hes doing to her. i choose not to hate, my grampy always told me hate takes over till there was no more room to love, but if there is one person i hate its mike. hes the lowest form of a man, i cant find one single good quality about him as hard as i try (and trust me i've tryed) i dont get it!!!! someone pleeeeese explain it to me because i dont understand why someone would choose to be with such an ass...
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| everyday fate chooses one person to fuc* w/ for its own twisted amusment, today it pointed its fuc*en finger at me.... |
[31 Mar 2004|08:05pm] |
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ok so things have been insane lately... to begin w/ i got in a huge fight with rick and now we're not talking, which it so wierd i cant even begin to explain, of all the things that i ever thought would cause us to actually stop talking who ever thought it would be my lame ass sister. shes getting crazzzzy. star is a little wild child now....on the up side i took three days off from school- talk about a great rest, but now i get to go back to the drama ehhhh damn it all, i have two tests that i have to take and i havent studied for either, anthony is gonna kill me cuz i stood him up, im not speaking to my best friend, my sister is one step away from being a hoodie, and righht now things just sort of suck.... what to do, what to do
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